sick with the love

So there is a boy a 23 year old boy who shall remain nameless that i am in love with as bad as i dont want to admit it...I knew the first day I spent with him that I was gonna end up loving him I love everything about him...expect maybe that he never tells me how he feels about things but I guess if he liked me enough he woul...I spent the night the first night we met, but nothing happened lol...I have never been in a situation where the person i liked liked me less than i liked them...Or atleast thats the vibe I get from him...I hate to even blog about him, but at the moment he is the one main thing on my mind...I am so out of my element because Ive always been chased never did the chasing, but In this situation I am most definetly chasing him. I kinda feel its karma  not to mention i hurt someone else really bad all while I was in the mist of falling for him so I feel its like I find a guy who doesnt want me as much as I want him...&& finally All the games I played years ago are catching up with me...I mean its going to be really hard to forget him, but I know it can be done... Ive never taken a relationsip so far as to second guess myself and start to wonder if there is something wrong with me. for the reason he hasnt fallen as well...because I can say with total confidence that I am a wonderful girl to be with or around and everyday I hear my phone ring, chirp, beep, or ding I secretly hope its him before I look at it, and 40% of the time its is...My heart stops when I hear his ringtone...and it races right before I see him...I mean Im not even sure how this happened so fast...Our first day together was May 3rd. lol I can face it I am  head over heels for this boy but still have to much pride to go out my way and be publicly clingy so for now I will hurt until he's forgotten.....talk about summer colds...I am LOVESICK! but id rather have the actual flu..that only last a few days and hurts way less...Im just gonna store situation  this under "Shit happens"